You and I fuss and fight constantly
And it’s draining all of my energy
Our relationship use to have so much stability
Fearful of this emotional roller coaster and where it’s taking me
To dark places I’ve never been before
Like when your hands were wrapped around my neck
My world became black and death was near my door
Blood vessels broken in both eyes
No apology…had me at the ER lying
To my family, friends, and staff
I should be ashamed of myself…defending your secrets
Of violent tantrums you always take out of me
I’ve had enough of this pain being inflicted on me
It’s time to stop you once and for all
DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME?!!!
Even if I remain a prisoner surrounded by four walls